i hate spam... though i myself send'em
i hate lies.. though i myself lie..
i hate noise...though i myself noise..
i hate life...though i m living it..
i hate me..thats what m gud at..
i luv to sleep,sleep n dream big...
i luv to eat..but only tasty food..
i luv to have fun...n thats ruining me..
i luv to be dumb..as m still a kiddo..
i luv to be lazy...n m expert at it..
i luv to b dragged...dragged to da work..
sad but true ..
m just another brick in the wall...
my doc says this is depression
my mom says its me
some call me psycho
other call it imaginary.
some where in this
realizes my austere soul
'has gone the gud ol'Me'
but evrytime,I hide the pain
I carry on ...
follow my day ... n i m back home
day by day
m locking the pain inside...
waitin for that one day
when that gonna explode..
how can i live
with a ton on my head
a ticking bomb at my back
a pain in heart..
No i Can't
Friday, December 14, 2007
Friday, November 2, 2007
helped by: 2hrs extra lecture of NKJ
Amongst the ocean of swarming hearts
I still long for one
that controls the sea
Metting my melody of love
I should understand her lyrics
warmth in her eyes
would leave me pacified
Magic of her words
would impound a realization in me
of dimensions new yet unique
She be understanding, she be crude
to be original and of glowing attitude
she be different , she be bright
afterall its the wisdom she would imbibe
She will blabber to me her heart
all her feeling left apart
locus of her thought
stay rthymatic in my heart
This quest of figuring out, will never end
untill a qualified one, read this and stands
stands to speak, speak her heart
heart flooded with love, love that'll last
Monday, October 1, 2007
Date: [2!!! October!!! 2k7]
Smiled the baleful cause
Enigmatic the erratic became
Arose again those awry look
Time it ‘as
To celebrate the glow of pugnacious flame
Stood among the devil’s crowd
A crowd of bellicose behemoths
Dressed in vulgar fury
To ride the bawdy death
They roared, marched elating their baroque
Immaculate their power, audacious their will
Started the massacre near that mill
Plunder left none but the stains
Blood in color and blackish like death
Bards stop rhyming, ridiculing events
Life got hell
Only death to smell, its fear to inhale
Even thoughts got killed their blood spilled..
Vociferous their power,
Can it be stopped?
Dared not anyone
Rescue this thought!!!
Avarice grew to their size …
This gonna cost’em lives
The boom turned bane …
Power against power
Everyone Insane … n more blood stain..!!!!
Ignited this a gamble with crown
Mutual war was on cards
Shouted the Leader-Lets attire, Lets attire!!!
Win mean a loss, Smiled the gods!!
It’s time to win!!!
Sunday, August 19, 2007
Inspiration : Gandhi boring lecture of fluids
Mournful and grateful
we must be
to our heartbeat
that died waiting in queue
to let us live and live good
trapped in a cemented apiary
they swarmed and buzzed for years
just to live a moment and die
rendering us alive
Our life's their biography
can't we show our gratitude!!
and living fullest the sacrifice
every seventieth of a second
I can hear them die
Out of the accumulating ashes in my heart
reborns the pain of sorrow
i wished they lived long
not that i am sad again
oh! I want to live more
ah! you consider me selfish
but thats what make us sapient.
Thursday, August 2, 2007
Spied I, on her eyes
Seemed they're lost in something
Yet they encompassed every emotion
as sky over the head
Adored I, in my mind
their silent alacrity
alchemy do exist, thought myself
as I watched them blink
Deeper I thought , viscous they seemed
Harder it became to stir ma thoughts
Even aegis of her eyes
fascinated my thinking thought.
Abeyance of my constant stare
marked by her sudden turn
Left me agaped and dumbfolded
Feeling the guilt,seeking the amnesty
I turned and moved
continuing my thought, my thoughtS
of her eyes, the worthy prize.
Monday, July 23, 2007
Increasing decrease in senseless jokes(some ppl call them PJ's) has forced me 2 write this.... Evryone is welcomed to work out pj's from my literary work.I have decided to put on the best ones of week on the blog..... njoi brainstorming :o .... :)
most of them ...have contributed my shameful frens...who have turned me into their alike... some are original....n some ....listened/read
best one of week : julieeeeee.... aaaahhaaa ..julie ...luv...u
there were two sisters.... hahaha
Julie and Sulie
dono judwa nahi thi....
jo cheez julie pas hoti thi ...
wo suli ko ... chahiye hoti thi..
both got married ....
julie 2 a wealthier man ...
and sulie in a middle class family...
now ... julie .. bought a frrrrizzzzzz
sulie ... some how persuaded her husband ..and
they ... having their expenses cut... bought it...
then ....some days later ...julie bought a car ...
sulie ... ko bhi ...ab wahi ..leni thi ...
husband....ne badi mushkil se... savings wagairah ... laga ke ...
car bhi khareed di....
ab kuch dino baad ... julie bought a bus
ab ....sulie ko bhi wahi lene ki machi ...
but husband wont agree...
so ... she took divorce from him ... got a gud amount of alimony
finally bought a bus...
kuch dino baad dono .. apni apni bus main ...beach pe jati hain ... picinic ke liye
peeche se ... bus main se sab chorri ho jata hai ... khali ...bus ek dam khali ... seat ...steerin ...wagairah sab gayab ....
toh batao ....what sulie ...says to julie........????hahahahahahahahha
highlight this thing for answer ".. Naa kuch tere bus main julie ... naa kuch meri bus main ... ...."
ohhh .... plz ... come back to this world...
njoied... welcome to comment ..
Sunday, July 8, 2007
Placed among top 7 , Taj shined as before
Surmounted unprecedented beauty in its store
Of love, of faith
Stood there it is ….
Did it or rather all monuments or historical marvels deserve the destiny of re-evaluation to prove their worth?
Firstly do we all know what “seven wonders “ are :….
The 'Seven Wonders of the World' (or the Seven Wonders of the Ancient World) is a widely-known list of seven remarkable manmade constructions of classical antiquity. It was based on guide-books popular among Hellenic sight-seers and only includes works located around the Mediterranean rim. Later lists include those for the Medieval World and the Modern World.
Lets ponder on few points that I wanted from long to share…
1. What the need for it? Without your vote the architectural marvel would still be marvelous. Who are we to decide.
2. Who is that non – profit organization to decide this … I seriously doubt its fairness.
3. The organization has succeeded in catching attention and heavy traffic to its site full of ads and banners. They gonna earn big time for rest of their life from this campaign.
4. Did u all know that these are the original(traditional) wonders…and only one of them survives today:-
The historian Herodotus (ca 484-425 BC), and the scholar Callimachus of Cyrene (ca 305-240 BC) at the Museum of Alexandria, made early lists of "seven wonders" but their writings did not survive, except as references.
The list included:
The Great Pyramid of Giza, built around 2650-2500 BC as the tomb of fourth dynasty Egyptian pharaoh Khufu.
The Hanging Gardens of Babylon, built around 600 BC. Herodotus claimed that the outer walls were 56 miles in length, 80 feet thick and 320 feet high. Believed destroyed by earthquake.
The Temple of Artemis at Ephesus, built 550 BC and dedicated to the Greek goddess Artemis. Burned down in 356 BC.
The Statue of Zeus at Olympia, erected in 435 BC and 12 metres (40 feet) tall. It was dismantled by Christian rulers in the 5th or 6th centuries to discourage paganism.
The Mausoleum of Maussollos at Halicarnassus in what is now southeast Turkey, built in 351 BC and approximately 45 metres (135 feet) tall. Each of its four sides was adorned with reliefs. Origin of the word mausoleum. Damaged by an earthquake and destroyed by AD 1494 by European Crusaders.
The Colossus of Rhodes, built 292-280 BC. A giant bronze statue of the Greek god Helios, roughly the same size as today's Statue of Liberty in New York. Destroyed in 224 BC by earthquake.
The Lighthouse of Alexandria, built in 3rd century BC Egypt. At 115-135 metres (380-440 feet) tall it was among the tallest man-made structures on Earth for many centuries. Destroyed in the Middle Ages by earthquake.
As u can see all are of Greek background . The list we know has been made in medival ages and its authenticity is not known.
5. Modern lists
In the tradition of the Seven Wonders of the Ancient World, many other lists of wonders have been proposed, including both human feats of engineering and wonders of Nature. However, these lists are rather informal, and there is no consensus on any particular list.
The American Society of Civil Engineers compiled another list of wonders of the modern world:
Wonder Date Started Date Finished Locations
Channel Tunnel December 1, 1987 May 6, 1994 Strait of Dover, between England and France
CN Tower February 6, 1973 June 26, 1976 Toronto, Ontario, Canada
Empire State Building January 22, 1930 May 1, 1931 New York, New York, USA
Golden Gate Bridge January 5, 1933 May 27, 1937 Golden Gate Strait, north of San Francisco, California, USA
Itaipu Dam January 1970 May 5, 1984 Paraná River, between Brazil and Paraguay
Delta Works 1953 May 10, 1997 Netherlands, Europe
Panama Canal January 1, 1880 January 7, 1914 Isthmus of Panama, Central America
Note: To date we are counting TAJ MAHAL as one of the seven wonders…. But it is actually a tourist travel wonder.
Courtesy : Modern List data has been copied directly from wiki.
Thursday, June 28, 2007
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Wednesday, June 27, 2007
An everlasting feel of the trip still remains..... the bodies that are scarce to be seen here in roorkee remain floating in front of my eyes.... fresh air and large trees were largely pacifying and a treat in summer time. Our expert team .... comprising of ...me(was given a nickname sannata shaktimaan), pondy(THE PJ KING of the tour), muski, dheela ,bhutani(Our heeero ...tushar kapoor) and chuha(new entry in a mechanical majority) sailed out from barran land to hills.The journey was largely controlled by non sense comments of Pj king and his subordinate muski.
places meant for rambling: maaaaaaaaal road....and nothing else
Eye candies and delicacies welcomed us in dalhousie. Whole day journey extinguished when
lavish bounties and bodies were seen floating in the market. Finally we settled down and
went for the hunt.Then began the game of letters..... which continued throughout the
tour....various new acronyms appeared like SSTM , S^15M , TB ,HB .... (these one's were needed frequently).
Dalhousie was excusite and eye catching.We played hide and seek with the crowd(U know wat i mean).The only Low point was to visit chamba .... it had nothing to offer except some temples...(i m religious ... omg..)
place meant for site seeing .... one dirty lake ...apple orchard(a fine small trek)....
and then there was cream on the ice .....2 buses full of opposite sex....accompanied us....
we have to largely control muski , bhutani and ourselves not to go astray
3.Mc leod Ganj
the place meant for us:
heard ab2 it alot ...that "u will find hippies doping and playing guitars....."
but wat we found was lotta hippies ...lotta doping ...lotta maal....but no guitar...
we were even happy in that ....
more over that chuha managed us to get into a intelluctual bakar and a senti discussion ....with chuha himself , muski and sherry on brim of inebriety....
after 2 days of non stop peeping ...and eve-teasing as some might call it... we surrendered and flew back ...
we found a new fren ... chuha ...we enjoyed the trip ...
there is lot to go .... but may be in my next blog post ....
Friday, June 1, 2007
Incredulous benevolence and satisfaction
Is what decorates a poor’s life
Poor though only by penny
Yet DESPIED by the rich
Their pride left challenged
For being despised
Cry, they often to be hated
Seems to them, the distant
As happy as ever.
But is it??
As a rule of this complicated world
But simpler it goes:-
The Master hates the slave and
The slave despise them
So who’s superior? Prince or Pauper
There are questions unfolded,
And their answers a misery
The truth awaits the deserving
And deserving still waits,
Waits for a signal
That never turned green….
Will it??? EVER
Better it would be
To be hated and hated
So no pain, pains in ur heart
So that no emotion, remote what-so- ever
When you want it dark
Better it would be
To free urself from aviary
Think as you have always thought
Free of lacuna, freed from desire
What creates a masterpiece
Is the ugliness
The creator fears of
His dreams entrapped, dreaming integrity
Mixed in miserable proportion,
The clay as it seems
Awaits its destiny
To be loved and adored
As misery and as art
Think free and for ur self respect
Rather being martyr to impossible
To be hated
And learn integrity
For being hated
Hated I am and
Hated I always want to be
To be me
To be myself
Saturday, May 26, 2007
Haunted around by cages
Stinking smell of rusted iron,
Cursed all its slaves
Pricked by horns
Screwed as if wrong
I stood reckless
Helpless and distressed
Waiting for the death
Life left nothing in store
But to lay still, and die
Come O’ deadly death
Rescue me from chains
Of life and misery
Oblige me for my sins
Thought pierced into my past
Sense lost, mind still whirled
Shivered my whole body,
In fear and more fear
There comes the harbinger of death
Get ready dude!
Take your last breath
Oh! You sobbing mob,
Take me to the death
Take me to the death.
Buildings licking ground
The cradle of death
Smoked and astound
Sense of chaos
Inhaled my lungs
Struggled for myself
Pricked a steel piece
Made me to shout
No hands came up
To save my two
Shivered my soul
Like a melancholy, Beethoven sang
Pressed against the wall
Restless and distressed,
People talking without speaking
Listening without hearing
It’s all in there eyes
And the world’s disguise
Fly, envious Time,
Till u run out the race
What I will do?
If no one is left to kill
So some please
Break the silence,
Break the silence.
Break the rules, Make some noise
The waves roared the mighty rocks,
And sun’s warmth pierced the sand;
I cried out,
Of loneliness but pain.
Blood dropped like wine,
Clotted, and shined
Still a dreadful sign.
There was a gamble at hand,
Living at the mercy of island,
Trees and Breeze couldn’t help my solace,
Still a drop of hope,
Echoed my empty vessel.
I should learn to live with hopes,
Hopes that I’m against hopen.
Life pieces are torn for ever,
Misery tightens its web, clever and clever.
Tired I am, squared I am,
By life, by fate;
Lonely vigil still I keep
Will that I might sleep.
Thoughts grew wilder n wilder,
Like a drought, crushing courage out
Heavier than doubt,
Dawn I felt the dewy bed,
Come O’ Sleep
Take me under your shade
Don’t let fear overtake.
Next day the water wake me up,
Ghost must die away
It is the day,
Dark thoughts will tear apart
Now, only my soul will decide!!!!